the story of my life...

after passed my bike license... got a bike but still have not found a part time job to maintain my bike... every day when to school with $5 dollars for my pocket money... n sometimes i have to top up petrol for my bike using that $5 and end up got no money for me to eat... sometimes i do lend my friends a few bucks but i wont do it like everyday. so i just ignore my hunger till i get back home... theres some days that theres no food when i reach home so have to wait till my mum come home... by the time my stomach bloated but i just eat for the sake of eating...


And today... in class while having a test... my left side of my stomach hurts, feels damn cramp. n decided to have a lunch after the lesson.. n i did.. n left me with $1.50 to top up my petrol.. n my stomach still hurts... then went to lepak with my friends... n for sure i really have the thought of taking u at ur school. then its make me stress after i found out that my engine oil is running low. where can i find $15 to top up my engine oil... stop at the side of the road n check my engine oil... its nearly dry... decided to just ride home n i ride like 30km... hoping that my bike wont stop... reach home n search everywhere for extra engine oil... found one but its empty... then search for my ezlink card but rmbr that my mum have took it... i did apologise to u that i cant make it today... n i trully sorry...

i know i break a promise but there's a reason to it...
it make me feel like crying when it seem like u dun wan to talk with me...
it make me wonder when u r hiding something from me...
after reading the above, if u think n feel guilty that i'm mad with u... honestly no i'm not... it's my mistake...i just put my anger away n i really dun want my patience to burst cause i really want to kept loving u...
again i'm sorry for today meeting...

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